Summer is by far my favorite time of year. There is no better feeling then when you can feel the air sticking to your skin. I love the heat. I love summer. 

The end of summer is one of my least enjoyed times of year. It's and end... I don't like endings. The days are getting shorter, the air cooler, friends are moving away, new responsibilities are arising and the dark winter is slowly sneaking up on us like a black cat hunting prey. I'm not ready to start a new job or have my best friend leave me... Especially when I hardly got to see her this summer. 

This summer brought many changes for me. I lost my very best friend, my other half. I grew into a more positive person. I learned stuff about myself I didn't take the time to know before and I met an amazing guy. I started to write. I got back into running. I got a new horse. Big things have happened. Life changing this have happened. I'm just settling down into this new routine and I'm not ready for it to change again. 

Life doesn't work like that though. You think you know what you want, or what you need, and life just goes ahead and changes all those plans for you. I'm leaning to embrace change, to welcome it, but it can be hard. I like being comfortable and in these last few months I have hardly had a chance to fall into a comfortable routine. I guess I need to just ride the wave and work on controlling my attitude in situations and not controlling the situation. 

Attitude really is everything in life. I have learned we truly do not have control over what happens in the next five minutes of our existence... Or even if we will in fact still exist in five minutes. However, we do have total control of our attitudes. It's just hard work to maintain a positive outlook and some people are lazy.

This blog has no point, I was just going crazy riding the stationary bike in our shop and needed something to do. My knees weren't up for a run tonight. 

Much Love,

Megan