I can't physically spend time with Sydney but I feel so close to her when I ride her pony, Fonzy, or when I see her beauty in everyday things. Since Syd's passing I have grown and changed so much for the better and she has everything to do with that. Even without her here she is still teaching me to be a better person.
I have written so many posts about Sydney so I want this one to have a stronger focus on my best friend who's laugh I can still hear. Jordan is a vibrant, joyful, passionate, stubborn, beautiful and empathetic. Her presence alone brings me a sence of peace and completeness.
Jordan and I have been friends for a few years now but I feel like she has been by my side my whole life. The Fiala's treat me like one of their own and make me feel like a part of their awesome family. Spending time talking with her family around a campfire or eating pie on the patio are a few memories I will never forget. Jordan, along with her family, help me feel comfortable in my own skin. And they make me laugh harder then I ever have before... Mostly when Jocie is giving someone sass.
Jordan has a little sass of her own. She stays true to her values and beliefs, if you dare cross them you will recieve her wrath. I'm happy we have very similar views on life otherwise our friendship wouldn't be the same. Partly because we wouldn't feel so comfortable around each other and partly because I might just be scared of her. Jokes. Kinda.
There is no point in me even trying to share some of the memories we share together because I wouldn't be able to give them justice. I'm new to this writing thing and I know I don't have the ability to give you guys a proper glimps into my memories with this girl. She makes me happier then I have ever been and that's all that matters.
We get mistaken for twins on the daily and I freaken love it. When people think you're related to a girl with a drop dead perfect body you take that compliment and you don't ever forget it. Ever. If I am ever having a bad day I think about the multiple times people think we look the same and I'm instantly in a better mood. If only people knew how similar we were on the inside too, only then would they know for sure that we truly are long lost sisters.
Jordan is my soul mate only in best friend form. She will be in my life until the day I die. I can't wait to see what crazy things we share together... I can't wait to work on my writing skills and in 60-70 years write about my memories with her. I'm sure they will be filled with lots of laughter. I aspire to be more like her every day. I crave her fire and passion. I love her inside and out.
Much love,
Megan
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