I just found Syd's perfume while cleaning my room. She didn't even know that she left it here for the longest time. She asked if she did but I always told her no because I wanted to keep it. Eventually my guilt set in and I told her I had it. She said I could keep it and smell it to remind myself of her... She said this as a joke but now it is all too literal.
Since we lived so far apart we would say things like this all the time to each other. We would talk almost like a couple in a long distance relationship. Sounds weird but to us it was always a joke to say things like "Miss you bb, I hope you're in my dreams tonight." Comments like these would be followed by uncontrollable giggles.
I miss her all the time. Little things remind me of her and set me off in hysterics. I wish I had more time with her. I wish I could tell her everything in my life right now. I need her support.
I don't have much else to say right now but I do want to share a conversation we had on March. 27, 2014. It's silly and I'm kinda ashamed to say we were being very serious. She sent me the first picture and below is the conversation that followed. Maybe I will get one of our tattoo idea's one day...
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